COVID-19 isolation and addiction all add to domestic violence. I pray you read the following link and let it be your guide to a healthier life. Value yourself by taking the first step and admit your life is more than “unmanageable” – — living this way can be deadly. You deserve better.
But if the unbeliever leaves, let it be so. The brother or the sister is not bound in such circumstances; God has called us to live in peace (1 Corinthians 7:15 NIV).